여섯.

...And I want to play hide and seek, give you my clothes, tell you I love your shoes, sit on the steps while you take a bath. And massage your neck and kiss your face hold your hand and go for a walk. Not mind when you eat my food. And meet you at "Rudy's" and talk about the day. Talk about your day. And laugh at your... Your paranoia! And give you tapes you don't listen to. Watch great films. Watch terrible films. And tell you about the TV program I saw the night before, and not laugh at your jokes. I want you in the morning. But let you sleep in for a while. Tell you how much I love your eyes, your lips, your neck, your tits, your ass! I sit on the steps smoking until your neighbors come home! Sit on the steps smoking until you come home. And worry when you’re late. And be amazed when you’re early. I give you sunflowers. And go to a party and dance. Be sorry when I’m wrong. And happy when you forgive me. Look at your photos, and wish I’d known you forever. Hearing your voice in my ear. Feel your skin on my skin. And get scared when your angry. I tell you you’re gorgeous! And hug you when you’re anxious. And hold you when you’re hurt. And want you when I smell you and offend you when I touch you, and whimper… When I’m next to you. And whimper when I’m not. Dribble on your breast. Smother you in the night! And get cold when you take the blanket… And hot when you don’t! Melt when you smile. Dissolve when you laugh. But not understand how you think I’m rejecting you. When I’m not rejecting you and wonder… How you could think I’d ever reject you. And wonder, who you are. But I accept you anyway. And tell you about the tree angel… Enchanted forest boy… Who flew across the ocean… Because he loved you. I buy you presents you don’t want. And take them away again. And ask you to marry me. And you say no, again. But keep on asking because you don’t… You don’t think I mean it. But I always have from the first time I asked you. I wander the city thinking. It’s empty without you, but I want what you want, I think… I’m losing myself. But but but! I’ll tell you the worst of me and try… To give you the best of me. Because… You don’t deserve any less. Answer your questions when I’d rather not. And tell you the truth… When I really don’t want to. And try to be honest! Because I know you prefer it. You think it’s all over but… Hang on for just ten more minutes. Before you throw me out of your life! Forget who I am! And let me try and get closer to you. And somehow… Somehow… Somehow communicate some of the overwhelming, undying, overpowering, unconditional, all encompassing, heart enriching, mind expanding, on going, never ending, love… I have for you.